Well, today marks the most important day! The time now is, 10:05pm, i'm writing my first ever post on BLOG!
Haha, frankly speaking, it's quite embarrassing to announce that though, given that i'm a E-generation, i mean youths of this computer era, i'm still do not have my own blog! Even my nerd nerd cute dear has it! (Though it's now no longer in use..haa..lazy pig!). Haa, but all these bottoms down to plainly one lame yet convincing excues " I don't have time, and most importantly i'm LAZY to blog!" Haa, EXCUSES..whatever!
I'm not sure howlong this blog is going to last, cos that depends greatly on how hardworking i'm, haa, which i'm doubting hard now. But for whatever reason, pening down those memories, and things that happens around you, getting to reflect and refresh all these,when you old, it's quite worth it afterall.
Well, enough said about why i had created a blog for myself. Let's get down to what i wanted to share today! No particular BIG BIG BIG urgent issue, but rather some reflection and my howabouts( haa,new word created by me! Orginated from the word whereabouts..crap) recently.
Sad to say, i had misplaced my laptop recently. Something even sadder (hey, i form another new word..haa) to share, this had lead me to 2 days of slight depression and 3 rounds of sobbing. But it's all OVER now! Fortunately, i have my dear. He is there for me whenevr i need him, without complaint, without frustartion, without grumbles, he take it all up. He tolerated and say no word, when i vent my frustrations on him, shout at him, says words that hurt him, he take it all up without a single complaint. You must be advising me now to cherished him ya? I know, he is just the man, he is just the most precious to me, he is worth sacrificing for, even my life! I WILL CHERISH HIM, hold him tight till the day i die.
p.s: To Dear : "Dear, thank you for all you had done for me, i know i meant everything to you, and you meant the whole world to me. Without you, i'm nothing." I Love You
p.s: To friends: Thank you for being for me too *hugs* (you know who you are).Didn't really tell alot of friends about it though, cos i don't feel like it about it , it's quite tiring. But nonetheless, i know you guys will be ther for me too, when i tell you about it. So thanks!
p.s: To the person who had stolen my laptop : If you think stealing people's hard-earned laptop can satisfy your greed forthe moment and living yourself guilty for the rest of you life, then all the best to your future. Cos stealing is going to lead you into a monster, and one day you will regret for all evils you had done, and i believe you will pay a painful price for it.
Though i lost my laptop, i gained nothing but surplus love from my dear, and i know he is truly the man who will shares my woes and sorrows. I Love you
Well, since this is my first post, I kind of have lots to say! Haa!
How can one turn into some scary, monsterous (yes, another word) strangers that you never ever imagine he/she will be like after they broke off with each other. It's just so horrifying! Lately, couples around me, are either having rough times or had broken up. And that includes me too. Ter and me had just had our rough times, but it's now all over! Yesh =) ! Couples who had commit themselves to 1,2 and even 3 years of relationship are breaking up. I understand it may be because as times goes by, people discovered that they may not suit each other that much as they thought they were, when they just got together. I understand that. But do you have to critize, backstab, talk horrible things about the your partner? Someone that you used to love so much before? It's kind of irony! Maybe i'm just to ignorant to the reality world, people just turn around speaking bads about you when they break off. But does that made them feel better? I ponder hard. People can just change faster than you can ever imagine.It's just revolt me a lot. Maybe that's the black part of life. I hoped my life will never go to that state.
And i wish everyone to be filled with Rainbows life! Cheers! =)
p.s. Using my pentium 3 desktop, you just can't imageine how slow it takes to process everything! GOSH!
Await for the arrival of my new laptop! Yesh!
